Raaaaarrrr. So. As most of you prolly know by now, I'm kind of obsessive about my body. I always have been. It's unhealthy and I know it (clap your hands? wow, that's deeply programmed) but it's all I've ever known. (Although, weird sidebar, I've never judged anyone else's body. Even when I was an anorexic teenager I was the first one to tell my ( Read more... )

So here's the thing. It is very, very likely that I won't have a job soon. I've been stressing about that so much, just another thing on top of a summer full of stressful life-changing things ( Read more... )

Christ this was a weird summer. I dealt with my house falling apart, some horrible health scares, trouble transferring to another college, worries about my mom's health, typical what-am-I-doing-with-my-life bullshit, and Golden Wrench week, which was clearly the worst of all (I crafted away like half of my items and then couldn't play my favorite ( Read more... )

So I've decided to say fuck it and just give in to the chaos. I currently have bare-bones control over any aspect of my life. So I am officially just gonna roll with it ( Read more... )

SO. Tonight is another rough night at work. But I don't want to bitch about work! ( So here's just some stuff on my mind. )

I don't even know anymore, guys.

( bitching about bitching? and the world folds in! )

( School stressing under the cut, feel free to ignore. )

I'm sorry I haven't been a good LJ friend lately. Shit's been busy. Insanely, punching the steering wheel from stress busy. HOWEVER, this morning I pushed a sedan up an incline by myself while the driver stayed inside and accidentally had it in reverse instead of neutral, and isn't that what's really important ( Read more... )

( Just some whining. Manly whining. )

Guys. Guys. I have been going to college for six. complete. goddamn years now. How the fuck did I get here? I'm so tempted to just wrap up this degree and be like, fuck the Masters, just, "Alright, suck it, nerds, I'm gonna go cry forever about squandered chances of my youth." This sounds more dramatic than I mean it to. The point is this has been ( Read more... )